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It takes times to come to terms,
After all we have to learn...
Your my heart, your my soul,
With you in my life, I am whole...
Don't tell me what I want to hear,
Just tell me what I fear...
When we cry we lose,
Just to forget we bruise...
This life we live some are ashamed,
The fingers they point, who is to blame?

October 26, 2011

" HATE "

Love me or hate me, it's all the same
Scattered thoughts cluster in my brain...
At the back door, I'm knocking, let me in
Swallow your pride, cut me down to size again...
The rabbits run, go grab a gun
Today my dear we have no fun...
Pinch yourself till you bleed to make sure you feel
Bring force fed the same dirty meal...
Call off your dogs, renew your hate
Gather your weapons & meet your fate...

October 18, 2011 @ 10:25pm

" The One That Dwells Within... "

It's a demon inside; it no longer does to hide.
Raging & screaming trying to find a way; there is no one listening, no one to confide
Swallowing the poison ; it's the only pain I feel...
The gaping wounds, they just won't seem to heal.
The compassion is gone,
it was never there all along.
Crale the monster we brought to life,
We have fallen in lust, I am it's tortured wife...
Creatures just lost in this despair,
I have turned to revenge, no longer can we compair.
October 18, 2011 @ 10:07pm

" My Last Laugh... "

A silent prayer unanswered; behind these walls I hide...
Painful speakings kept deep inside, I dare not say...
Of the torture I will send your way...
Numbing the brain for pleasure brings ignorance we reap...
Endurance we brace my convience has went to sleep...
Sanity is bland, that I know...
Deeply my tolerence mo longer grows...
We are all labeled, judged, self-assure...
The junkies addiction just feed & want more...
Call me what you want; do as your pitiful self defines...
At the moment when the tables turn the last laugh is mine...
 October 14, 2011 @ 1:46am

" A Lover Lost "

It's your love, it's your lust...
It's the feeling, the feeling you must.
It's your heart, it's your soul...
The reason you live, it gives you life,
Take this blade, use your sharpest knife...
Everything goes hazey your out of control,
You coe to digging a 6 foot hole...
Look at your hands, what have you done?
I simply smile & say, "I finally won..."

October 1,2011

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It's a sensation of which we don't see.. Could it be you.. Could it be me. A cluster of thoughts gather in my head. Laying in a daze almost a kiss from death; more maggots to be fed. Like the dark autumn sky; cool bliss in the breeze. Looming, watching me from up in the trees. Who are you...Who am i. When we figure it out; we all soon die.

"Love, Never Forgotten" - 9/27/2011

Your gone but not forgotten, when your away I feel so rotten
Absence makes the heart grow fonder, without you makes my heart wonder
When you left you took a piece of my heart with you, I want my heart back what do I do?
Alone & hopeless is how I spend my days, I miss you baby in so many ways
You make feel so pretty & secure, I sit & wait hoping you will walk back through the door
I will always be here for you for no matter what, not having you in my life is like a knife in my gut.